Metaphor

Hatiku berdebar kencang 

Bagai bintang yang meluncur 

Dengan kecepatan berjuta tahun cahaya 

Melintasi gelapnya angkasa 

Menerangi semesta yang dilewati 

Memberi keindahan 

Bagi setiap mata yang memandang 

Memberi harapan 

Bagi setiap insan yang percaya 

Menunjukkan jalan yang tepat 

Bagi orang yang tersesat 

Memberi luka yang teramat 

Bagi hati yang tertimpa 

-Fatsav 

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Duniaku 

Selamat datang! 

Didunia dimana kau bebas berbicara

Asal jujur dan beretika 

Dunia yang mewajibkanmu melihat dari dua sudut berbeda 

Mungkin orang akan menganggapmu kejam

Karena kata-kata tulisanmu yang tajam 

Atau mungkin kau kan dikecam 

Layaknya Copernicus dengan teori heliocentric-nya

Tapi setidaknya orang akan mengenalmu karena karyamu

-Fatsav 

A Proper Goodbye 

Hey there someone who’s becoming stranger now. Do you know that I’ve been visiting the coffee shop more often now? And I’d wasted my time with thinking of you. Thinking about the memories we’d shared together. 

I’ve been telling you that every little piece in my life reminds me of you now, right? And it is still happening now. I have tried. However, I can’t stop. I miss you so bad.

You said that we’d be together forever. Just like a happy ending in every fairy tale. Sadly, I believe in those dreams. I believe in you. And now, here I am.

A broken heart girl sitting in the corner of the coffee shop all by myself. Remembering all those times, promises, moments. A tear escaped from my eyes. If only every words you’ve said becoming real. If only all those moment we’ve been dreaming about isn’t just in our head.

But it is not real. I keep playing “if + only” while you have moved on. I keep playing that everything is just a bad dream. But it is not. And my friends kept telling me to continuing my life. So, I guess this is it. 

Thank you for everything. Even though I’ve been hurt and you’re the reason why but you were also the reason a smile crept onto my face. 

God, I wished saying goodbye would be this easy. I wished forgetting you would be easier. But the more I’ve tried, I had no idea how to succeed. 

-Fatsav 

Tentang Mimpi

Pernah suatu ketika aku bermimpi 

Menemukan seseorang yang mencintai 

Pernah suatu ketika aku bermimpi 

Merasakan bahagia tanpa rasa sepi

Pernah suatu ketika aku bermimpi 

Mendengar cerita indah tentang hidup ini 

Tapi saat ku terjaga, seseorang berkata:

Sayang, mimpi penuh dengan misteri 

Semua hanyalah khayalan semu yang menari 

Membuatmu semakin tenggelam dalam derita sanubari

Tertawa lepas saat kau telah mati 

-Fatsav-