Aku bertemu dengannya dalam gelap

Sambil mengenang kisah kelam 

Menceritakan derita setiap orang 

Aku bermimpi tentangnya dalam hujan 

Sambil mendengarkan deru angin

Menangisi sakitnya hati ini 

Aku berpisah darinya saat langit masih terang

Sambil menatap cerahnya matahari 

Tersenyum mengingat masa lalu 

– Fatsav 

A Stranger 

He is  a stranger 

But seems like I’ve known him forever 

He is a stranger 

But seems like he cares the most about me 

He is a stranger 

The one you’ve never seen before 

He is a stranger 

But he wasted his time with me 

He is a stranger 

But he is listening to my unnecessary complaints 

He is a stranger 

But he did anything for me 

He is a stranger 

But he said that he falls for me 


A Proper Goodbye 

Hey there someone who’s becoming stranger now. Do you know that I’ve been visiting the coffee shop more often now? And I’d wasted my time with thinking of you. Thinking about the memories we’d shared together. 

I’ve been telling you that every little piece in my life reminds me of you now, right? And it is still happening now. I have tried. However, I can’t stop. I miss you so bad.

You said that we’d be together forever. Just like a happy ending in every fairy tale. Sadly, I believe in those dreams. I believe in you. And now, here I am.

A broken heart girl sitting in the corner of the coffee shop all by myself. Remembering all those times, promises, moments. A tear escaped from my eyes. If only every words you’ve said becoming real. If only all those moment we’ve been dreaming about isn’t just in our head.

But it is not real. I keep playing “if + only” while you have moved on. I keep playing that everything is just a bad dream. But it is not. And my friends kept telling me to continuing my life. So, I guess this is it. 

Thank you for everything. Even though I’ve been hurt and you’re the reason why but you were also the reason a smile crept onto my face. 

God, I wished saying goodbye would be this easy. I wished forgetting you would be easier. But the more I’ve tried, I had no idea how to succeed. 


Used To 

We used to be best friends

We used to be closed to each other 

People thought that we are together

But we’re just friends, right?

We always tell that we could survive to be best friends without that love things

We always tell that we want to proved to people that cross gender best friends won’t always stuck in this kind of love

But we’re stuck, right?

We can’t prove it

We lost the battle

We confessed the feeling to each other even though it’s not working

And now we changed

We stopped talking and being close to each other

Sadly, I’m still missing you so bad



​You said that you love the sun
But you hide yourself from the sunlight
You said that you love the rain
But you open the umbrella every time the rain start to pour
You said that you love the snow
But you stay in your house every time the snows are here
You said that you’re in love with kids
But you shout at them whenever they make noises around you
You said that you love the lights 
But you use your glasses when the light is on you
And when you said that you love me
I’m afraid
Can I trust you?
Or I should take the risk to broke my heart into pieces


A Reason 

​Each person is unique and irreplaceable..

Everyone’s got his own features and skills..

In everyone’s chest beats a different heart..

We’re all alike but still deeply different..

If you think it’s over, it’s anything but unfair..

It’s the reason for which it’s worth..

To exist and be friends..

Because of this, everyone of us has something special..


​You came into my life
Made my heart beats faster
Hold on,
Is it so fast?
Or we did something wrong?
None could answer
You asked me why
But I don’t even know
We grew up together
We wasted time together
We played around together
Sometimes we laughed
Sometimes we cried
I guess this is the end
With no smile wrapped in our faces
This is the end 
This is it
We won’t be together anymore